Even if other people call you dumb, you'd probably still think they like you, because you're dumb.
When you're intelligent, you know things about things that other people your age don't. So when engaging in conversation, they don't agree with you, because they've never been through what you have.
I know that everyone has been through their own struggles in life. And that no one can understand what any other person has been through.
But at least i still try. I'd really rather listen than anything else.
I'm done talking. All i do is piss people off, and ruin all the relationships i have.
No wonder none of my friends from other towns try and keep in contact with me.
I just wanna fall into a permeant sleep. I don't even care about life anymore.
Maybe because within a week i threw my own life away. It no longer exists.
The only person i can talk to is my mom, and the only thing that makes me smile is my cats.
I sound like the perfect recipe for a crazy cat lady. Yay me.
I'm so tired all the time, yet i can't sleep. My whole body hurts and all i can do is not cry.
I need someone who'll just listen, and comfort me. I don't need your words or wisdom. All i need is for you to listen to me and care.
I just need one person, to actually care.
I could die right now, just in search of peace.
