Thursday, March 3, 2011

Bill

You were the only man i ever called daddy. You were the closest thing i've had to a father. All this time i've felt abandoned. I felt like i didn't matter to you.
And then 10 years later i get a message from you on facebook, like nothing ever happened, like you never hurt me. I didn't reply, because i didn't know what to say. Telling you that you were the first man to break my heart just didn't seem like something i should say over facebook.
The fact that you keep trying makes me feel better though.
And the fact that you left us alone because Todd threatened you, makes a little difference too.
I know i haven't been replying to you for a long time now, but i think i'm almost ready.
Fixing things with you, i think, will really help me.
Dad???

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